Da Youtube Diary

I hope that if they figure this out
they figure me out
i hope you realize
that your eyes
are like butterflies
and keep me mesmerized
i hope you fall in love with me
even though open arms make you flee
i hope this song catch's your soul
and makes you want to talk with me
cause i'm too insecure
to say the first word
I hope that if they say
your too in touch with how you feel
you have the strength to say
"yes I am in touch with the inner workings
of my inner self and in-so-doing
inadvertantly include the incredible
enriching entirety of being in control
of entirely nothing at all."
I hope that when they talk
like martin luther king
you understand that
they're a propaganda machine
spinning tales so we all
stay on their team
I hope the world wakes up
and sees its fucked up
I hope that you grow old
without being crushed between a fold
of what you love and what you need
i hope the the feelings that you feel
don't make you feel like you feel nothing at all
i hope that the stones in your heart
somehow crack and break apart
as you hold hands to the sky
deciding to make your own grace
i hope when your walking down the street
you find someone you have always wanted to meet
and i hope that that persons yourself
and you feel better then they've ever felt.

well, just when i fucking think i have everything figured out in my life, a dumbass family always throws a fucking wrench in the fucking mix. god fucking damn, i fucking hate my family sometimes! I swear they get off on creating fucking unneccessary drama and fucking hurting people by exploiting my trust in them! I AM FUCKING LEAVING THIS COUNTRY AT THE END OF THIS SCHOOL YEAR JUST TO GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM THEM!

and the most shitty part of this saga is that its family that is creating hell in my life, so i can't even break their face in for getting me this mad. so... i guess ill hold all this shit in and bottle it up. but what do i know...

so i got hooked on the arctic monkeys about two to three years ago, and i had only ever seen one of their music videos. i decided that was an injustice since i thought every song of theirs deserved a music video... so i did what any sensible youtube addict, and looked them up... and i was not prepared for this.

this was so fucking awesome i can't believe i didn't think of this. the song itself just seemed so anthem-ic to me and this video took it to another level. its so fucking intense throughout the whole thing. way to go monkeys... way to go.

so... now im pretty sure i want a lion, just for this to happen to me...

i want to grow up to be this guy...

i omg'd and lol'd to the point i was rofl.

another one that im not a hundered percent sure as to why i am posting it. oh well.

i am not sure why i am posting this...seriously... but i feel i need to document the time and date of when i viewed this "weirdness."

so, i started watching the actual documentary on this, and its amazing. the guy who started this was named moose, and basically he calls this the art of cleaning. because thats all he's doing, wiping away the dirt and grim built up for probably years on a wall. but then i went to this video and it made me so angry in political views on art. its sickening. just because someone does something amazing with the worst parts of the world, why the hell does that all of the sudden put urgency in destroying it just because its art. stupid pigs...

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LEAVE THEM ALONE!!! YOU ALREADY KILLED IT ONCE! WHY TRY IT AGAIN!!


WHY...why...

prepare for your eyes to explode from the sheer doom of what is to come from our enemies in hollywood... prepare....

i had seen leaks of this artist's work before, and thought it freaking ruled like no other. if not for anything else, the time needed to do this is enough for extreme props to go out to team blu. despite being one of the trippiest things i have every seen in my entire life, this is one of the most artistically devoted peices i have ever seen, and i can't put into words as to how impressed i really am.

sadly there was some tag that became collateral for this... my only grievance.

so, does anyone remember that old show called junkyard wars??

so this goes along the lines of the hung drum and that weird guitar experiment i found earlier in my posts... Another fucking awesome unknown instrument to blow your mind. its called the theremin, and get this, you play it by NOT touching it. yeah... i know right! crazy!! but you do, im not sure how it works but as you'll see in this video the guy who's playing it (he's playing the lyrics to the song)the right hand controls the pitch by moving it closer to the antenna and his left hand controls the volume. fucking weird shit, but still awesome.

so... my family was over the other day... along with my uncle.

somehow we got on the topic of what movies we liked.

i say "fear and loathing in las vegas was a good movie"

my cousin turns to me and says "hey isn't that the one based on that one reporter guy... whats his name?"

-disclaimer: i almost died at this point, prepare yourself for the coolest thing ever-

my uncled, without even a slip in his voice, casually says, "who, Hunter (S. Thompson)? yeah, he was a cool cat... but fucking weird. would go off on the most random stuff."

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proceeds to tell us stories
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have you recovered yet?... you heard right... a member of my family partied and hung out with hunter s. thompson... shit...









how my uncle meets all these people, i will never know. but god damn i love my god-father. lol.

yeah... i know its tv. but if this is fake, they did a really amazing job.

...BAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAAHHAH!!!!!!!!

this goes along the lines of the "love me tender" video, but takes it to a level of rediculous i have i haven't seen before. how did the people in the audience not end up on the floor laughing like i did?

Ok... i was impressed... lol.

this is the coolest animal documentary ever made!!! you have to watch the whole thing, its just to amazing to not. lol.

if your feeling very green, i suggest this...